Harry Potter

So the past few days I have really been able to relate to Harry Potter, my scar has had random moments of burning pain!! The joy of having your forehead cut open more then once is the nerve endings get all messed up so I have these random phantom pains. Its super strange because there is a certain spot just above the scar that if I touch I can feel tingles all the way to the back of my head, its really strange. The ones that hurt the most are the pains from my "face lift" scar.

I have gotten most of the feeling and movement back in my lower jaw from the surgery but there are still some numb tingly spots and one spot on my jaw that hurts if you rub it the wrong way. The way I found that spot out was when I putting on my makeup and brushed towards my ear and it hurt!! Then today Sophia accidentally hit it with her elbow it and felt like Mike Tyson jabbed my jaw. The thing that gets me is do the women that elect to have a face lift get pains like this as well?

That is one thing for sure that all these procedures have showed me is I don't think I will ever want Botox or a face lift. There has never been a stranger feeling as when I didn't have any movement in my forehead for a few hours and I couldn't show any emotion. All I wanted to do was cry but it was so hard because my face was stuck!! I felt so unnatural and strange that I really don't think I could do it again. Then with the face lift thing I am all ready a head of the game with basically having a partial one but the after effects are so not worth it. So I told Corey when I get older and say I am thinking about Botox or plastic surgery to remind me of this experience. Which is also why I am putting all this out there because who knows if he will remember so I am leaving it up to myself to document all these little things like my Harry Potter moments so when vanity gets the best of me I can ask myself if its really worth it??!! For me I am learning the hard way that its really not worth it :-)