How ironic

So the day after my last post where I talked about being so nervous about the results I run into my dermatologist and find out the results came back negative!!! Super duper relief and finally a chance to breath again. This whole experience has been a roller coaster of emotions and even though it will never fully be over I am determined to not let it control or consume me. Which brings me to this new years resolution thing.

This past year has gone by super fast mainly due to all the health things I have had to deal with but I think have learned more in this past year then in the past 29. So for the upcoming 2012 my resolution is to make it about me!! Selfish I know but it is for a reason. I want to be a better wife, mother, friend, family member and all around person. And the way to do that is to make sure I am the healthiest person possible both inside and out. I am a true believer that you need to be physically, mentally and emotionally healthy to achieve real happiness. So that is what I am going to try and do. No silly weight loss resolution, though I do need to lose some weight, my goal is not to be skinny but healthy!!

This life I have been given has been so amazing from being adopted into the most amazing family ever to meeting my biological dad, from meeting my soul mate on the street in Waikiki to having the most wonderful daughter ever, from all the amazing friends I have made over the years to the wonderful cousins/in-laws/extended family I have and finally to beating melanoma. I love every experience I have had thus far and look forward to all I have yet to experience so my resolution is to myself so I can live/love every moment that is to come and I can't do that if I am less then 100%.

So I will try and be the best I can be and to everyone important in my life (and you know who you are) I love you and appreciate you and am so thankful for you!! Happy New Year everyone!!